I think we all agreed that Saturday was a must win game.
How this team is suddenly going to catch fire and take a minimum of 13 points from 5 games is quite beyond me !
The bad habits acquired all season...i.e conceding goals in the few minutes either side of half-time and towards the end of games is suddenly going to stop ? The defensive cock-ups are all going to disappear and our strikers are suddenly going to go on a scoring spree, supplied by our impressive midfield.
Yes, we have 5 mid-table sides to play but no-one is kidding me that they will rollover a la Yeovil and Hereford.
It has painfully dawned on me in recent weeks that we are one of the three worst sides in this division. Before then, I was kidding myself. I kept going through our side man for man and making out a case for us underperforming.
No more...reality has set in...no more hoping for minor miracles.
We have gone from a decent side yo-yoing between Championship and Div.1 to a ' confidence lacking shambles ' that is limping weakly into the basement division.
The saddest thing is that none of the remaining games bother me anymore. I feel, that after witnessing home defeat after home defeat, I've had all the stuffing taken out of me. Game after game chucked away by schoolboy errors ( and thats harsh on schoolboys ! )..mistakes in the boardroom, mistakes every week by management and players.
There's only so much you can take and I've now had my gutful...I'll spend the summer trying not to think about BHA and when the fixtures come out, I'll see if the fire is back in the belly.
Got a funny feeling its going to take longer to get the enthusiasm back this time.
Some very good and very valid points. However I hope to be at the remaining home games ... and will be back next season whichever division.
Why? Because I'm a Brighton and Hove Albion supporter.