I have tried to forget, tried to be 'grown up', tried to think 'it's just a game', tried to be optimistic, tried to drink it out of my system, tried to talk it to death but I still can't come to terms with the disappointment of Tuesday night. Within 48 hours I can usually get over anything - including heartache, work problems, loss whatever - this feels different. I don't understand it. Incidentally I admit to being a 'plastic' as I have only been a season ticket holder since 1993. I wonder if I am alone in feeling this way? My missus thinks she's done something wrong, my dog knows I am depressed - any antidotes?