Have you never fallen in love?

[Ernest]

but what about Mrs DtG??

What about Harty

 

[mejonaNO12 aka riskit]

what about himself?

 

[Ernest]

what about himself?

Menage a trois

 

[Meade's Ball]

MB, although I don't know you, can I ask how you're getting on these days with the recovery after the accident (or collision as I now know to call them after watching Hot Fuzz)?

Interesting you ask.
It's a very mysterious thing, this kind of recovery. So i feel pampered and taught and whipped every day of the week. Always in confined, vacuous space though. Not one of many. Just me, loosely cloned. A feeble photocopy.
So, basically, the destroyed cells are reborn and put back together slowly. And with each of these alignments and marriages and ruthless, contractual adoptions there is the sudden symmetry and composure to my 'self' by word that i had no idea was there again until it was. All the way through it's a development without paper or proposal. Nothing i witness or log in my personal progession files. Just everything more as before thrown into the fire.

So, this makes me more like me and gleeful at the potential amnesia i hope to soon suffer of whatever scrubbed me of what i was comfortable with November 3rd 2005. My brain still hurts and feels singed, my right leg isn't fully controlled yet and my nervous system still rests in disarray, but i stutter less and hope these pains and difficulties might subside by June. When i know that is the case, i am going to get well pissed.

How are you?

 

[lost in london]

I am well thank you very much for asking.

Where are you having to go through this rebirth / reformating?

 

[Gully]

Nope, despite being the wrong side of 40 I have only met one person who I would ever have considered anything permanent with, it never happened...was I in love, haven't a clue, but I still think about her from time to time.

 

[Zesh Rehman]

i thankfully do not fit into any of your catergories

 

[Tesco in Disguise]

mb, you are a credit to this site.

 

[Tesco in Disguise]

Nope, despite being the wrong side of 40 I have only met one person who I would ever have considered anything permanent with, it never happened...was I in love, haven't a clue, but I still think about her from time to time.

i reckon, if you have to think about it, you probably weren't. but that's just my humble opinion. when i'm in love with someone it's like a drug. they're ALL you think about, ALL the time. but again, that's just me and i guess different people could feel it in different ways.

 

[1066gull]

Being young and inexperienced, like many people I think I have but the harsh reality is i don't know what the true meaning is just yet...

 

[Tesco in Disguise]

you never will.

 

[Franks Wild Years]

I remember being in love before i was with some someones, but then i suppose the love changes into a flaccid passion i can neither grab nor keep a fair hold of. No marriage or engagement or pregnancies or vast STDs delivered energetically on birthdays. Just more of what is than plans to develop strongly together. I think i probably feel lonlier with someone than without. Failure then houses a voice and a look of eternal disappointment and a huge pile of end of term reports all affirming the written request to try better.
So, it's very difficult to find a match.

My most recent partner and i have had to split because i briefly perished. So all we had intention of before died with me and us. Passion, loping strides, shared interpretations, educative meals and wild nights of music and dare were replaced by concern and worry and a seemingly endless tale of thrillless drug intake, unwanted dumbery, floundering lust and a long disinterest in any interest we could have in each other. All of a sudden, we remember me pooing myself in hospital, wallowing in childish bemusement and misunderstanding anything my eyes could wearily see in numbers or words and struggling from a bed i kept wetting with my broken bones and dead limbs, then flapping on the floor waiting for help i didn't ask for. So, instead of us recalling the finest times we have found each other in, it all became me, me, death, pain, me, her, struggle, me, difference, me, loss and time.
It's a shame, i think. Relationships ought to end with either death or villainy. When neither partner of this twosome is an enemy or bitter bully, then a wish for goodbye is almost impossible.

MB,if I were homosexually persuaded and you were next to me I would snog the pants off you for that gem.

 

[Shizuoka Dolphin]

Thanks for all the replies - quite a wonderful read at times.

 

[Tesco in Disguise]

"love is all you need." - john lennon, 1967.

 

[Man of Harveys]

MB,if I were homosexually persuaded and you were next to me I would snog the pants off you for that gem.

I can wholeheartedly recommend doing so - it's most enjoyable.

 

[Buzzer]

"love is all you need." - john lennon, 1967.

and perhaps a bullet proof jacket. - Marck Chapman, 1980