many thanks for the input chaps. I'm approaching three weeks on it now, and the last two days have been much better: more energy and more optimistic. still getting odd sensations of brain fizzling but thankfully getting some deep sleep which is really helping.
I've been struggling with life for the last two years. a lot due to circumstances (long-term secret affair, very little freelance work in my sector, and a sideline business folded during covid). I have a gf I love (but many complications) and a wife who is fantastic person but we are v distant...