Only joshing, Hans. Your joy didn't render me hopeless. I was only really in the slightest moody thanks to going to an appointment in Madrid yesterday, and all of a sudden panicking completely, in spite of the fact that i didn't know virtually any of the words being spoken, my girlfriend, being...
I've given myself a generous 4, but really I'm only at my dreariest when asked to really ponder it and score. I'm no hunter for happiness anyhow. More a thrillseeker for thoughtlessness and conquistador of comatic states.