Not disagreeing or criticising in any way as in the past I thought (and acted) exactly as you did.
After the event I can't shake off the guilt though.
Irrational probably but it's how it is
One of my sons smoked. I used to buy him cigs & tobacco when I was on trips.
He is currently in remission from lung cancer. I contributed to it.
Hope you get lucky BG
Still very much open.
In Audinghen which is in a different universe to the jungle (and Calais port to be fair). Serves wonderful fresh seafood.
I once had smoked eel there served with smoked salmon and scrambled duck eggs. Superb!