Now that you've removed yourself from about ten tons of rubble (stones, rocks, bricks, breeze blocks and the like) try engaging brain and actually consider your comment. When you've done that how about contacting any poor parent that has suffered the awful fate of losing their child and repeat...
And yet they all got caught and are full of (so called) remorse, and trotting out every excuse - don't know what came over me, I've never done anything like this before, I had a few drinks and don't remember a thing, I heard voices in my head, my mates told me to do it for a laugh etc. etc...