I'm glad that's not just us! We've got the ashes of our two, we intended to scatter them, but just couldn't - and we'll keep the ashes of the others when they go as well.My wife and I have agreed that the dogs' ashes will go with whichever of us goes first, so they won't be alone.
I didn't want to read any more than that (but I did) as I knew it would upset me (and it did).
You're not alone. There was a thread on here a few years back started by Uncle Spielberg about losing his beloved dog Harry. All those of us who've lost dogs know exactly what you're feeling now: it's...