I see a man on the brink, for whatever reasons, and it's not pretty. I may well be being hoodwinked by him, but if not, I can only feel sympathy.
Think 'When a Blindman Cries'.
I never like to see anyone in that state. It's just football, and as much as I want to thrash his teams every single time, I don't want to beat the 'man' down.
He strikes me as a person on the brink of a breakdown - I'm not cheering that - ever - no matter what went before.