No worries. My perspective is probably influence by being 'on the spectrum' so I can find a range of issues stressful. Empathy is not something I do instinctively so a lot of my attitudes and 'presentation' are learned. Meantime, when events arise that are not part of my direct experience I am...
Wow.
I was convinced I wouldn't live longer than my dad. He was 62 when he went. Once I hit 63 it was an apotheosis. Fortunately I didn't do anything weird or desperate before that - just had anxious wistful moments. It's all gravy now - like every day is a bonus.
I would never have a bucket list as having one would acknowledge my mortality.
However, things I do/did like to do but alas no more:
Go for a proper run (my right knee would hand in a post-match transfer request).
Hmmmm......that's all I can think of, presently. I may update in the coming...