Mate i dont know the ins and outs but i DO know from on here that you are a decent bloke... Whatever has happened and is getting you down...NOTHING IS WORTH BEING DEAD FOR... it would be selfish on your little'uns mate...hang in there and be strong and things will get better... :hug:
Mate please dont do anything in the heat of the moment.... Things always seem better after time.... ive lost a job and girl in the space of a week but things can only get better (its true and not just a shitty d-ream song) :)