My condolences. Having lost my father, I was at an Albion game at the time, all I can offer is that you should give yourself time with your thoughts and remember the good times. This place was a real godsend. Best of luck.
I can across this guy a few years ago. I saw him in Bristol on sunday last and he was special.
A timeless voice and some really well crafted song writing.
Some Johhny Cash and Leonard Cohen thrown in as well.
Just go, you won't regret it.
I don't have much to add to the above well written responses but just keep posting and don't be so tough on yourself. You're not expected to know everything or handle it all with a stiff upper lip.
I wish you the strength to get through it and the purpose to carry on.
Keep us posted.