Well done Nic. I am glad you found the strength and also the support of a wonderful wife to see you through this.
Keep going on as you have been going on.
Getting through that church door was a massive step for you.
Well done.
As Lush says if you ever feel tempted come on here and talk to one of us. There's always someone online.
I will pray for you as well. I too have had experience of marriage to a heavy drinker who wouldn't ever admit he had a problem.
He went to the extent of leaving me for a barmaid because his addiction was so strong.
He tried to blame me for his drinking (classic blame shifting, I have been...