nbsml seems to be having a mid life crisis or a particularly challenging time of the month right now. I recommend co-codamol washed down with a large vodka, for the total numbness that sometimes flushes the mind tank (although it may cause lassitude, liver damage and blindness, albeit this would...
Christ on a bike. It is still summer. Are you in a small tent in the Antarctic? Unclench for goodness' sake. Your ringpiece will thank you for it . . . . . .