Whether we like it or not, making or trying to make a 'pile of dough' and then later wanting 'lurrrvvvv' is quite a common human trajectory.
I am still processing the sad events but I know that guilt and blame are entirely useless emotions, so let's move on without being judgemental. That and...
As this thread demonstrates, to quote Poyet 'eeze complicated'.
I really think our feelings towards all of them will partly depend on how well we are doing without them.....
Just broken inside at Bruno's decision to leave.
Not full of hate.
Just broken inside and struggling to process it.
Guilt and blame are two useless emotions.
Move on. We have no option.